The Challenge of a Challenge

This summer, I participated in an Instagram photo challenge and posted 50 days of summer photos. Why? Good question. 

It began as a challenge to do a challenge. I’d seen lots of 100-day challenges for artists and writers but was afraid that if I did one, I’d fail. I know something about setting oneself up for failure and wasn’t going to go down that road. However, the idea of a shorter challenge intrigued me. If nothing else, it would be a good experiment. 

I chose a summer challenge because living at nearly 10K feet means summer is short. It’s almost sacred. And like a bear, I come out of my cave, and I go. I write and art and play. I spend much time with my family and cook huge amounts of food. I drink and revel and go to concerts. I hike with my dog. I boat and swim and garden my flowers. I increase my volunteer time. I wake early to write. I’m up late to art. I am a different creature. A 50-day summer challenge seemed easy enough to complete. 

It wasn’t. 

In the beginning, posting was fun! I culled my photos and found my favorites. I loved hearing from others. I followed new people and learned more about everything. But as time wore on, a discomfort emerged. Posting took time away from living in the present moment. I didn’t like being tied to my phone. It seemed too much in all ways, including the privilege it was to post photos every day. I began to cringe. I almost quit. But like writing a novel, the experience rounded itself out. By completing the 50 days, I had to sit with discomfort and trust in the experience. Posting didn’t drive billions of people to my Patreon account or my website. But I did learn from a community interested in similar work. My expectations and goals shifted. Finally, I let go of the idea of “challenges” altogether. 

I’ll continue at my old pace—posting here and there—sometimes for myself, sometimes for my work. I’ll keep a keen eye on my colleagues’ projects and encourage them on. Experiments help us grow. It’s not about success or failure. It’s about the process.  

Journal Juice!

Big news- I’ve launched a Patreon to spark your creativity through various kinds of journaling—JOURNAL JUICE! 

What is it? 

Journal Juice is a guided path to spark ideas through journaling. It’s a workshop of sorts but with no homework or expectations. It’s a fun way to have fun with words, art, and your creative spirit. 

Who benefits? 

Granted, I’m bias, but I think everyone benefits from journaling. Why keep thoughts in your head, when they can be put on a page? I’ve worked with students as young as 7 and seniors over 90.

When? 

Twice a month, I’ll provide you with creative ideas to inspire and help you develop and nurture a journaling practice. You’ll be able to journal on your own time, in your own way. It is an on-going process. You can stop at anytime (but hopefully, your creativity will be so heightened, that you’ll want to continue!)

How? Here’s how it works… sign up with Carrie Brown-Wolf at www.Patreon.com. Patreon is a website dedicated to supporting artists, writers, musicians and creatives. It’s super easy to use!

Thanks!

Carrie